Svcks.

That hvrts too.
I can't neuer comprehand yovr thovghts. I can't read betveen the lines. So please tell me vhy, tell me hov.
Still searching for that thovsand and one reasons to giue yov benefit of dovbts.
I need to belieue yov.

Your cheeks.

Today was definitely one of a kind, even though technically, everyday is always something different.

Isn't it surprising that Jean actually has the time to post an entry tonight? Well, I have time to spare, you see :D

I started my day feeling a tad excited, however, I still had to muster all the determination I have just to drag myself out of bed. Same old routine and I am utterly sick of it. Where is my source of motivation? I am in need of that! Where is that dork in me waiting to break free from its shell?

I was contemplating so hard on my outfit and that was probably a contributing factor to why I was running late for school this morning. Can't blame me! I was in a dilemma, deliberating between a blouse and a plain tee. Just so you know, I was going for my CSA presentation. I eventually matched my high-waisted formal skirt with a plain tee.

As I was seriously rushing for time, I flagged for a cab and made my way to school in the comfort of my favourite public transport.
(You won't even tell me why were you disappointed.)

The moment I stepped into the lab, Amanda shot a question at me.
Amanda: Wah, why so formal?
Haha, so cute. I was surprised because I didn't realise I actually looked formal in their eyes.

Whatever the case, CSA presentation is over! After all, that was my FIRST presentation ever since I entered this school. I missed POM presentation, if you are not aware. Remember Jean, you'll be doing your POM presentation on Thursday, along with Hamz.

I have to say that Thomas Lee is currently my favourite tutor! I am sure you guys would stand in unison with me. Come on, you have to agree he is the most hilarious tutor! Not only he has a good sense of humour, he is also extremely understanding and very concerned about the students' welfare. You get what I mean, don't you? :D

Guess what? I went straight home after school! Beat that, people. I cannot believe it myself! It was definitely to my benefit as I needed some rest. At the same time, I've got lots of things to do. That is poly life for you, isn't it?

But now, knowing that I have made my mind up on you-know-what, I can spare myself the agony of completing my tutorial in great frustration. You go, girl! Hoho.



Your cheeks (:

Space.

YAY.
I was with dearest, Anne and Ash in the afternoon.
I miss BBF!
Last night was great, and this morning was awesome (:

Back on track, please.

I was deliberating really hard earlier on if I should post an entry or not. Before that, I was typing out my reply to my mum's letter. I know it isn't as sincere as penning a letter itself, but I guess the number of words can compensate, somehow or rather. It was a 888 words essay. Doesn't that number sound auspicious to you?

My day started with a morning call from soulmate. Let me just tell you, that has never been published in the book of records. The tables have turned.
...

This may sound silly and ridiculous, but suddenly, I don't want to carry on..
In summary, I went back to school with soulmate for filming.

More than enough, perhaps.

Let me start off by saying that I miss dearest vey very much.
As a matter of fact, I miss four herds of people.
I miss my bunch of Horny Bananas.
I miss my shoal of seven fishes.
I miss my class clique of five (though I just saw all of you guys).
I miss my beloved Sophix.

I was dead beat last night and sometimes the weirdest things can happen to you when you are that exhausted. This is not exactly an ideal example of what I would use 'weird' to describe, but it was hilarious enough to make my night a tad memorable.

Anyway, was it the previous night that I missed all four alarms? Yeah, I reckon so. Never mind that. Back to my story..

I was lying on my left with my mobile phone in my hands as I intended to set my alarms before going to bed, as of what I would do every night without fail. However, I fell asleep unknowingly and I am guessing I was way too weary to stay up even for another minute. Halfway through the night, I woke up, only to realise that I have yet to set my alarm. So just as I was about to punch in the time I want to rise the next morning, I fell back to sleep, again! I was lucky enough not to have any morning tutorial, otherwise, I am bound to run late.

Anyhow, I woke up at 1100, sacrificing my first lecture to sleep in a little longer. I was this close to forgo my second lecture, but rejected the tempting thought as my inner voice was taking control over my strong-willed (not!) mind.

I was terribly proud of myself as I resisted flagging for a cab. Instead, I opted for a public transport, none other than something called bus, and it was bus 518 I took. I love this bus line so much better than bus 81. In all truth and nothing but the truth, bus 81 sucks more than the vacuum cleaner Loke was trying to promote in discretion.
The drivers suck because they can't drive better than the bus driver on the bus that goes round and round.
The buses itself suck because since the drivers suck, the buses are also implicated. I'm sorry, buses. That is how your lives should be. Blame it on your drivers, not me.
The passengers suck because China women are always sitting beside me. Goodness gracious, am I a China women magnet?! Please, no no no! *Cross fingers*

Why does bus 518 rocks?
The drivers are supposedly more classy as they charge a slightly higher fare, therefore, they have to provide better services.
The buses will then be implicated positively, so good for them.
The passengers..
There may be occasional rides where you encounter irritants, but that is inevitable. Let me draw an instance from today's ride. Yes, we can expect fewer passengers, but no, there was a gang of kids being boisterous, flaunting the abilities of their Pokemon pets on their game consoles as if the whole world is interested. I was already blasting my music and yet I can still hear them blabbering. Argh, spare me.

So there was I in school, reuniting with the other four of them. It was great to have everyone back. Hamz and I were running a high temperature and Mas was down with gastric flu. Adz and Cryst were the survivors, and still going strong.
Cryst: I have a high immune system.
It is the season of fever and gastric flu.

Lecture was strange, strange in the sense that Loke(uncle Benny) was simply one oddball. Whatever he does just sends question marks to our frequency of thoughts, and no information can be matched. Everyone had unanimous reaction throughout the lecture. We would knit our brows together and 'huh' in symphony.

I am not implying that I dislike him, neither am I saying that I fancy him. I just can't stop wondering if he is somewhat corrupted in his mind. You should have seen the videos he showed us. I really can't fathom why. Haha. He kind of reminded me of our secondary school's relief teacher, the durian seller with fake Rolex. Let me make this clear. It is NOT an insult. I am just saying it.

Don't you think the weather today was pretty good? The entire day seemed as though it was 0700 throughout. So, I was with Nab and Ain after school and we were hanging out at Mcdonalds initially. We filled Ain in with our happenings before heading back to Pasir Ris to end our day there. Yes, I am aware that I stay in Pasir Ris itself.

We took a bus back to Downtown and we strolled from there to there and out to there and all the way to the minimart over there. Not forgetting, these two kind souls escorted me home.
Back home, safe and sound.

Balls.

I have miraculously, unknowingly, subconsciously memorised my examination timetable. That doesn't even happen in a blue moon!
So can I now believe that even miracles do exist?
Not really.

Shhh.

OH MY GOODNESS!
Time to hide my face.

Spare me.

Yesterday was kind of awkward and all, but since I was still feeling unwell, my attention was apparently diverted to myself.

This was what happened. I met up with Anne along the way and we headed to Downtown together. Coincidentally, we bumped into Nadz and Nab when we were about to take the escalator down, and them, in the opposite direction.

So we were roped in to throw a little birthday surprise for dearest, and a belated one for Nadz.

As time went by, I felt my temperature rising. Nadz said I looked like I was on the verge of collapsing.
NOOOOO! It mvst haue been svch an awfvl sight.
Nab was right. When I fall sick, I will be very sick.

I have never been so vulgar before. I have been mentally hurling abuse at myself. It is such a wrong time to fall ill! Grrr..

After the whole mini celebration, Nab, Anne and Ash walked me over to Nadz's bike. There was this brief moment of silence when I was wondering about something. I thought Nadz should turn out the other way instead of that way then I realised the arrow was directing that way instead of the other way.
Confused? So am I.
Anyhow, he sent me home and that probably set soulmate's mind at ease(:

17 July.

What an ending.

Rotten luck.
As if my week wasn't bad enough. Now, I have to end it with a fever.
I woke up feeling very uncomfortable and unwell, only to realise I was running a temperature. I asked my brother where the thermometer was, he conveniently shrugged his shoulders and told me to look for it myself. I warned him not to tell my dad about me, but no, he had to do so. Then I crawled back to bed. That action of his made me sleep in no peace at all. My dad constantly came in to check on me, persuading me to get a doctor. Nothing new.

When I officially got out of bed, I was feeling a tad better. Just that I still had dizzy spells. However, that didn't ruin my appetite for some Tom Yum soup. I don't know why, but I would always crave for spicy food when I am ill, especially Tom Yum soup. I can still remember my vomiting symphony vividly.
Shudders.

I indulged myself with ice cream, brownie and chocolates. But apparently, I was couch-ridden. I thought I would get better so long as I was a little bit active. Guess I was wrong. By the time evening curtain was drawn, my temperature went up to 38.2 degree Celsius.

I thought it couldn't have gotten any worse. Guess I was wrong again. It shot up to 38.7 degree Celsius. I finally gave up and put away my obstinate front, and popped in a paracetamol tablet. Miraculously, my temperature dropped to 37.8 degree Celsius. I was surprised as I never knew the medication is that effective. Paracetamol sure does wonders. I am a whole lot better now.


HAPPY MERRY BIRTHDAY, DEAREST!
I will always love you, best friend.
I miss you so much :D

Forever doubting, doubting forever.

Searching for a thousand and one reasons to give you the benefit of doubt.
Things change, things have changed. The freshness is dying along with each passing day.
Way too overwhelming.
Conquering my mind.
Distracting.
Liking it, yet not liking it.

It has been centuries since I last written a substantial post. I need to gradually pick up the momentum. But then again, project deadlines are queuing in line, and up next is our final examinations. Let me guess, I would have to prepare for five papers. Oh, I'm surprised! Sooo not.

On a lighter note, my beloved group mates and I have successfully completed our POM project and handed in bang on time. Three cheers for Adz, Cryst, Hamz, Jean and Mas!
WOOHOO!!!
Whistles.

I would really like to summarise my week with a positive ring. However, like what I have told you right at the beginning of the week, my week wouldn't turn out good. Not about perceptions or whatever, it is just one of those weeks. Thankfully, my POM project wasn't implicated. In retrospect, I wouldn't mind trading five days of torture for good grades for POM project in return.

I skipped a couple of lectures and a tutorial this week, but surprisingly, there isn't even a tinge of regret. I am guessing it is because I skipped lessons to sleep in a tad longer, or to work on my project. In this case, I am referring to POM presentation slide show.

I jumped RA1's lecture, for the first time in my whole entire life breathing on a planet. Reason being, I was way too tired, hence the decision of absenting myself from lecture. Come on, it was a Monday! I was placing high hopes in keeping a clean, sleek record for RA! All broken now. But since I have learnt that the lecture was simply a waste of time, it is sufficient to compensate my blemished record.

I hopped MF's tutorial. Same reason as mentioned above. Our tutor didn't review our report that particular day. I have the ability to choose the correct lectures or tutorials to skip. Hoho. I remember he also didn't assess our report when I hopped his tutorial previously.

I leaped MF's lecture today to sleep in a little longer, and I think I deserve it! Haha. Just so you know, I was up last night to read through POM's project and smooth out the creases.
(I missed out whatever click click thing Adz and Cryst was talking about.)

Last but not least, I bounced POM's lecture. Well, it was a group alliance. All, for working on our slide show. We got our presentation part, by luck, and apparently, Cryst was the unfortunate one. Supposedly, she was to present on Controlling, which was the longest shizzzt everrr. But since she wasn't too confident about that, I decided to switch with her after slight contemplation. So now, she will be presenting the part on Leading. My roots... Haha!
Just to reassure you, babe, no worries, I am perfectly fine with it. Otherwise, why would I even suggest it, right?

Nooooo, my post is revolving around projects, projects, and more projects!

You rock.

Principles of Management project, down :D
Presentation on Tuesday.

For nothing.

But NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

Please.

Please*20000000000000000.
I'll be good.
Promise.

(Fearing tomorrow. Nooo.)

Falling.

Cross my fingers. You know what you can do to help. But that feeling isn't strong enough.
It's useless.
Who am I trying to deceive?
You fool.

What a waste.

IMPORTANT Business School Poster: Nominated Student Models Audition (Diploma Nominees)‏

Hi Students,

Please be informed you have been nominated by your diploma as student model for the new Diploma Posters for Temasek Polytechnic’s Open House and outreach events. A photoshoot would be conducted to capture professionally done photographs for these posters.

An audition will be held on 19 June 2009 at BS26-6-45. Please come on time at the appointed timeslot (according to your diploma) for the audition. Should you need further clarifications, please do not hesitate to contact me at 6780 5742 or lynettew@tp.edu.sg. Thank you.

CCM – 9.00am
RMT – 9.15am

Regards
Lynette Wan
Temasek Polytechnic


I just read my email.

Vee-dee-o.

Pickchers.

Once upon.

To so many places, on 8 July.
:D

Significance of 5 July.

HAPPY ONE YEAR, BRATTY!
How time flies fleetingly fast, babe.
Woohooooo.